This morning is a sad one. After spending time clearing out the clutter of life, I've finally spotted the wolves.. I know who is hijacking my efforts and my life and now I stand alone to defend me and my work. The idea of rape pictures being posted on porn sites, and the awful truth that some people will go to any length to cover up a lie. What's so sad is that lies beget more lies to cover up the last lie.
It's all about money that these people want, but didn't earn a dime. So sad, is the fact that I'm a woman and a WOC. When I was being attacked mightily, I couldn't understand why and it stumped me. I knew I didn't violate anyone in any way that merited the attack, but it felt like it was about money. Money it is. The sad fact that these people have solicited my work in Hollywood without my permission, and the insult that I wouldn't find out. They set me up to smash me out at unawares, just like I was garbage in the street while they profit from my work.
Here I am with insurmountable legal woes, and I'm forced to tango with a rich white man who somehow believed that he's some type of Robin Hood for black people who are attacking my name. He thinks I did someone wrong, and he's so ill informed that I have to pray for him and handle my end of this ridiculous nonsense.
Yes, I am clear about my ancestry and I am my own person. I feel terrible that the prying and setting up was against all that I believe in. I'm just a late bloomer who became curious and a bit confused about where I belong in the scheme of life. This has damaged my career, the fact that lies and the envy of people can become a woman's worst nightmare. Hard facts about my journey surface, as I am aware that this Hollywood man is making a huge profit on my work. MAMA WAS DOWN WITH MOVEMENT and Changing Wind Publications belongs to me.
I received an offer from a gentleman years ago, 2002 I believe, and I refused because I was naive and I felt unsure as a writer. I was pushing MAMA WAS DOWN WITH THE MOVEMENT out of pure love. I did two print runs and now this man has orchestrated 31 editions after sending me bogus comments about my revisions. Little did I know that he was selling MAMA WAS DOWN WITH THE MOVEMENT electronically.
Well, I have to handle everything the legal way. I'm sad that he has acted on lies and the Robin Hood theory, as he sees it. I need a Robin Hood, not the cohorts that he has aligned with.
I believe he knows that I have figured it out. I believe that he realizes that I live a spiritual life, as it is what has kept me informed. Yes, I believe we all have a direct line to spirit if we allow it to work. I'm not the introvert that people would like to believe; I love people, but I also enjoy my own company and meditation or communing to listen. Prayer requires listening, sometimes the answers come quickly and sometimes not so quick.
Anyway, I don't have any employees at Changing Wind Publications. It's just me and my writing, but apparently they saw in me what it took time for me to realize they saw. These people have a problem with seeing another WOC blessed. I didn't ask for all this drama, they created it with their carnal and hateful minds.
I will pray for them.
Namaste and Peace to all who are involved.
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